Long story short
got my computer built
going to therapy, i spoke in a previous post about my depression, for depression and how to handle anger. i dont really lash out on people or things as much as well this is hard to say but on myself, no i dont cut myself i tend to punch myself since i was a little kid. oh also going there for my suicidal tendencies, always thought thinking about offing myself was normal but apparently not
my 'step-dad' is taking my mom to court over my half sisters
my mother has recovered from cancer but she does not seem any better with all this stress being added
and about to go to college, hopefully.
i hate growing up. also quick pic of battlestation.

sorry for the poor image quality.

Nice dude :P. sucks about the therapy thing but its for the better ♥

Everyone tells me that, I believe it too. Just tired of being stuck and not progressing forward, sucks a load.

You have no idea how badly I want things to get better for you. I have personally never had depression but know people that do, and it sucks. You hang in there.

it'll get better

well hopefully everything gets better, I'm sure it will just give it all some time. you'll see man.

Trust me I know how you feel. I suffer from depression myself and sometimes it hits HARD. Just have to look forward is all.

How can you be depressed if it's 'hard'?

*SNICKERLOLOMGBONERHAHA*

♥

God damnit Cory.

pooning noobs always makes me feel better. GO PLAY SOURCE!

Been there, done that all my life.
I'm sure a bunch of us know what you feel.

I hope it will, my will says it is going to get better but like Mr. Reily says shit does get hard. F*CK im just happy im being more vocal about, it has shown me who really does care about me.
Least i know many of you have gone through some of this shit.
and yeah gman has a point source does make me forget about this crap.


thanks luke, ditto for DeLo. shit does means a lot. Realize that i cannot really show it behind this screen, but F*CK, it does help a lot thanks.
btw get on css luke, havent seen you on there in awhile man
thanks everyone this really has boosted my day up a bit

i hope it gets better to dude i suffer from depression too :) i feel ur pain i take therapy too but i dont get angry i tke it all out on myself so yeah dude sorry about it and one thing for advise make sure u remember ur week days and what u did cuz they always asked u and ur like ahhhh on the 3rd week trust me and best of luck ^_^

Best advice I can give is try not to let it get to you.

Getting your life back on track should help a lot too.

Maybe you just need a new camera.I know the quality of that picture sure made me mad and a little depressed.

lol this badly programmed droid has an 8mp camera. thinking of buying an slr down the line, thanks Super, you sure cheered me up :P

thats what the therapist said today, thing is how do i push it away? stay busy?

take out on yourself as well? shit sucks huh? wish i could 'not give a F*CK' like most people but I don't know how you wouldn't give a F*CK about things that affect you and people you look out for

Exactly that. Get involved with something that doesn't give you time to let it get to you, as weird as that sounds. Busying yourself, especially with something positive and happy to you, will retrain your mind out of depressive thought and more into the task at hand.

huh makes sense, btw nice name (Passion Pit right?). guess i should quit procrastinating and just do shit, easier said then done but it is affecting my mental health so
shit should also start lifting again, F*CK. Retrain my mind huh, I've been depressed for years, guess that must be deeply seeded in me, i can see where you are coming from.
thanks new guy, oh don't expect me not to whisper sweet nothings to you while I threaten you with a dragon dildo since you helped me. ♥ thanks though, all this support does actually matter, i can assure you of that man

It's easier said than done, but you have to try really hard.

Don't think about it. You have to train yourself not to think about it. The more you train, the better you get at it and the more it goes away. (This is what therapists call Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, which is just a fancy term for something fairly simple).

Keep busy. Exercise. Takes up time and is good for you anyway. Focus on things that will benefit you, like getting in school, doing homework, eating healthy.

Hobbies can also help.

Avoid things that bring you down. For a lot of people, the "things" that bring them down, are actually other people. Cut toxic people out of your life who bring you down, if possible.

Procrastination can make depression worse, so if you're avoiding doing something, then get to it. After you've done it, you'll feel good about accomplishing it too.

Remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, so just don't.

No problem.

And I prefer dildos with spiked heads. Nothing puts more fear into a person's asshole than a spiked headed dildo.